AVENGED SEVENFOLD

It has been a long while

2010-09-21T18:25:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum people.

Wow it has been almost a year plus I havent updated this thing. Haha! How are you ?? I hope you are safe and sound. I've got a bunch of stories to be shared like life after the college-life, job, this whole grown up thing is just intimidating. As for today, the 13th day of Syawal, It's never to late to greet all muslims out there, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Ampun Maaf Dipinta. I know I was never a good person back then, but I learn from my stupid mistakes and not to repeat them but shall create new ones; we are humans :)

I was supposed to go to work yesterday unfortunately, the abrupt fever strike me. Went off to the hospital and was given 2 days off. weeeheee... but time flies so fasttttt and tomorrow's going to be wednesday. Have to go workkkkkk... Ok thats all for now ppeeepss!

Bisou Bisou,
-you know you love me-
NiNzy Adams

Never Think

2009-01-06T23:02:00.003+08:00

It's almost a week since I've posted my last expression. Unbelievable, I'd had the most exuberant, happening, indecipherable new year celebration. Surprisingly, I was in KB. Things were different and I realised that no matter where we are, as long as we stick together, we'll be as happy as a clown. Hahaha apakan? The sorrows taught me a lot of things. It actually gave me some space to think over, feeling remorse, clear off my mind a little bit and eventually it will give you the biggest smile ever =)

I'm so glad that I did not turn away from the people who love me. I have great people around me. My dude, 'Mastinee', my babe, 'Christy Falatoobebe Maniam Tet', my dubabes, 'Jason Mraz', 'Safy', 'Nats', 'Em', 'Jeeps', 'Yats', 'Isa', 'K-rol' and other magnificient people whose names I'm not capale to mention, I love you people dunia akhirat. InsyaAllah =) My deepest hope is we'll be together eternally. Currently, I'm into this twilight thingy. I'm reading the second part of it which is the New Moon. I know I may be a little behind but hey, at least I try to keep up. The story line was more melodramatic, it just crushes your little hearts. I'm sorry that I'm too weak to let you go. I can't control my invulnerability to you. I know you're the one physically protecting me, but emotionally I'm your protection from being a cold creature.

I should never think
What's in your heart
What's in our home
IS ALL THAT I WANT

You'll learn to hate me
But still DON'T call me baby
Oh LORD
So call me by my name

And SAY your soul
SAY your soul
Before you're too far gone
Before nothing can be done

I'll try to decide when
SHALL I WIN AGAIN
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
You choose to hold on
It's the one thing that I've known

JUST ZIPPIN MY COAT ON
AND I NO ITS ALL WRONG
She's standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I'm in love
I'm in love

Girl save your soul
Go on save your soul
Before it's too far gone
And before nothing can be done

'Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Hold on

-you know you loved me-

XOXO

*A7X Enthusiast*

I'm not ready to make nice

2008-12-31T16:49:00.003+08:00

A million thanks to one of my best buddies, Natul for recommending me this beautiful and deep song sung by Dixie Chicks =)

It's new year eve and I bet people are busy out there getting ready to go out and celebrate with their friends, families and not forgetting the love birds who I believe will be spending their precious time together. I envy them actually. Apart from that, home-made parties, BBQs, pool parties etc I bet will be taking place any time now. I wish I had something planned up for me today. For instance, hair treatment appointment or BBQ stuffs shopping or even getting ready to go out and celebrate. I'm all "plan-less" today. I wish I could describe the boredom that engulfs my entire being. There is definitely pointless living in this world despite of your relentless fortune or wealth yet no friends to talk to or no one to go out with. Vice-versa despite you have millions of friends yet they do not have time for you, only you standing alone all on your own. That sucks, isn't it? Others are happy with their lives. They have other commitments and they accidentally diss you. Reason? "I have a life now and I got stuffs to do". Typical human being. Others are enjoying every minute of their life while you are alone, foolish with an empty soul. EMPTY!

At times, I wish that I could be like Adam Sandler in Click so I can go anywhere, anytime with who ever I want. So I won't lead this empty life of mine pathetically. Sometimes, it hurts. Often, it hurts more. I'm mad at myself. Mad at myself for being so silly. I suck at making good decision. I'm tired. I'm really tired of waiting and anticipating for what the fate holds for me. I want to be with my friends but I'm not sure I could. Things are different now. I want to be with him. But it's too late to make it right. They say time heals everything but I'm still waiting.

=( =( =(

2009, I welcome you

N++

2008-12-30T22:14:00.003+08:00

It's nearly the end of 2008. Time flies very quick without you even realized. The year 2008 had taught me a lot of memorable experiences. Both good and bad and you'll finally learnt to lead this life on your own. No matter what happens, we always have a choice. A choice to improve to be better, to find the desired solution for all your problems, to improve others that they're wrong all this while, to confess before it's too late, to admit before feeling sorry the rest of your life and many others. Well like Chuck from Sum41 once said, and I quote,"I try to be perfect but nothing was worth it," is it necessary to be perfect? Or at least act like one. I just don't feel the need to be perfect because to me being perfect just to impress others won't last long and it's going to be worthless. You do what you heart says and enjoy what you do. That's what really matters. I don't know why I'm being so emotional tonight perhaps, a lot of unwanted happenings happened to me this year. Maybe I wasn't ready for it or maybe I did, it doesn't matter really. Then, you will definitely know which of them is your truly friend. Letting go of the person you once loved and confided is not the most painful thing ever happen, it is therefore when the one you love, love another person that's the most excruciating part of all. They hit where it hurt and they fool you so bad. But that's how you learnt how to succeed in life. You definitely will not repeat the same mistake but you will somehow create new ones so you can screw up things better for others in the future. It's somehting that we called Karma. Finally, you will achieve you triumph over someone who had hurt you so bad or something like that.

I think that happened to me this year and I really am sorry for what happened to him that had changed my entire life. I think it's already too late to turn back time and it's just our circle of life that have been destined for us and we shall not interrupt it or obnoxious things may happen to you. Life is wonderful in any way. Sometime the bad thing can turn th existing into something really good. I turned him down several times though he was deeply into me. It was very mean of me. We moved on. It's not WHAT changed us. It's how we have changed due to this "catastrophic" event. And I wish your happiness with your loved one.

"Forgive and forget is the most noble thing to do amongst humans."

And yes, I miss you. You know I always have, MJJ.

Thanks for reading my blog peeps. Love you!! =)

-you know you loved me-

*A7X Enthusiast* (always did and always will)

Happy 20th Birthday Babe

2008-12-29T01:39:00.003+08:00

I would like to wish my babe, C a very 20th happy birthday on the 28/12/08. We hope you had a fabulous time at the Excapade's with very awesome people coming. Kekeke well I know you did it was illustrated all over your face masa surprise tadi. Keke we had various ideas plang cemana kan surprise tau-tau last minute planning plang tu tadi ada kah minta modes hahaha tapi menjadi jua a billion thanks to my brilliant dude for bringing up the starter of the idea minta dangani ke jamban hahaha part ku minta modes hahaha. Sekali time kami dua were off to the "toilet" kami bagitau lah the staff to bring in the cake so udah kami settle down and back to our seats, the staff bawa the cake and nyanyi lagu happy birthday. Satu restaurent atu nyanyi and it was damn happening lah and I could see the birthday boy was extremely flabbergasted. Kekeke I'm happy for you too. I know you love me and I love you too =) Wel I hope you like the gift I got you though nda plang brapa happening tapi jaditah hehehe baik ko pakai!!! Pusing2 ku cari tu giftmu ah. Bah birthday ku jangan lupa 3 months to go tu. I want hmm I want hahahaha aku mau cake ada gambar ku ah lawa2 sama gambar c Edward Cullen gagaga udah atu. I'm watching Epic Movie right now cos it's playing on HBO panat banar ceta nya. Hehehe so I'm looking forward for another outing macam this evening. New year perhaps?

Disturbed Christmas

2008-12-25T18:04:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps. It's 6.08 p.m. on XMas Day. Here I am staying at Park City Everly Hotel in room 734 the executive section. and OMG!! I'm at the internet station currently sekali ada this like a group of sorority Bruneian chicks being bitchy throughout the time *sick*sick*sick*!! Damn you, you damning damn!! harharhar mental pisinnya. Tadi i went off shopping but macam sikit jua barang yang I bali atu. Cemana ni? Kekeke payah jua banyak duit ani eh hahaha tah karang.. Amin..It's a bit chilling down here since it'd been raining relentlessly dari pagi. C, you remember Manila?? Wawawa time di library ah! kekeke bah I;m off dulu kan rehat. See you!!

Idyllic Night

2008-12-23T01:11:00.002+08:00

It's 1.13 am in the morning and I can hardly sleep. Thinking too much I guess. Oh well got a lot to update. Kekeke last weekend 20/12/08 I went to sleepover at Marriot's in Miri our usual urgent vacation. It was rather typical yet soothing. Haha what am I saying? As usual, it didn't feel like you're in Miri plg cos a lot of Bruneians pun stay over and spent their dimes rah other countries instead of theri native countries. These people can also be called as "A minute expatriate" hahaha ada2 saja ntah why I'm into giving terms lately. I did a little shopping over there and suprisingly arah mall nya kan ntah ah mcm nada yg memikat hati. The dresses were awesome but ntah nada chemistry between us (wawawa ada lagi tu). So, anyway just for the record I bought this awesome A7X jacket mcm happy to the max lah tu hahaha melampau jua eh. Just to add into my personal collection aja bah since I'm into A7X so much (sasak ko C?) har har har...And tomorrow I'll be going down to Miri again to settle some unfinished things. Aiseh mcm serious+paranormal bunyinya wawawa. So my dude is turning 20 soon.. What shall I get for him? Since he's so young, ngantit, bitchy, slutty, whorey (eh adakah?) hahaha well till you get my pressie it's a supriseeeeee hahhaa bida jua eh nda jua suprise tu nanti.

Okie peeps I think I should probably turn myself in now. See you soon!

-you know you loved me-

XOXO

*A7X Enthusiast*

True Blood

2008-12-17T02:29:00.002+08:00

Just wanna share with you people that for those vampire stories lovers true blood is one great series that you might wanna consider. I've watched it and I fell in love with it. Apart from its creativity, the story line can create intrigue-ness. hahaha ada such word ka?? tapi shok lah i like the story mcm twilight jua ganya ani adult content. Kekeke wjnhjhfkkjsaf shfjnsmfnkuiafd safiasjfmnsfjkanfdjafna ok?? =)

Rebirth

2008-12-16T18:48:00.002+08:00

wawawawa hello everybody! adakah rebirth? Based on many requests, I've decided to apportion 1/3 of my day to be spent on blogging. So here I am back!! Kekeke my 4 assignments are under construction so brain storming berabis lah. It's 6.52 pm and I have one hour plus to get ready kan have dinner di simpur. Si christy pemajal ah wawawa hai christ!! Uh there's alot to be done. Singan mana ah ku stop? har har har..

So, on 7th December I bought my dream Nikon D90 at HuaHo Mall Manggis ngam2 that time ada Camera Expo lah so u can either get cheaper price or special promotion with free packages. I'm delighted of course. Kekeke so there an addition to my hobby which is photography =)

I've spent my days buat apa nah... Bangun pagi gosok gigi kekeke petang2 joging or buat outdoor activities lah. During the night haha bitching sama my dude si Christy, hai Christ!! Btw i wanna say to Natul!! keke receive ur text rah msn tadi suruh update so aku update. Can't wait to watch Twilight this thursday InsyaAllah. Bah till we meet again. I'll update soooon. kan mandi babes and dudes!!

... Jingle bell jingle bell jingle rocksss...~~~~~

TWILIGHT premieres 18th December 2008 in Brunei

2008-12-01T08:09:00.003+08:00

TWILIGHT is an action-packed, modern-day love story between a vampire and a human. Bella Swan (Kristen Stewart) has always been a little bit different, never caring about fitting in with the trendy girls at her Phoenix high school. When her mother remarries and sends Bella to live with her father in the rainy little town of Forks, Washington, she doesn’t expect much of anything to change. Then she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson), a boy unlike any she’s ever met. Intelligent and witty, he sees straight into her soul. Soon, Bella and Edward are swept up in a passionate and decidedly unorthodox romance. Edward can run faster than a mountain lion, he can stop a moving car with his bare hands — and he hasn’t aged since 1918. Like all vampires, he’s immortal. But he doesn’t have fangs, and he doesn’t drink human blood; Edward and his family are unique among vampires in their lifestyle choice. To Edward, Bella is that thing he has waited 90 years for — a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy. But what will Edward and Bella do when James (Cam Gigandet), Laurent (Edi Gathegi) and Victoria (Rachelle Lefevre), the Cullens’ mortal vampire enemies, come to town, looking for her?

p/s: I'm looking forward to watch this movie.

WB

2008-11-30T20:57:00.002+08:00

its been 3 days and yet no update!! haha bah mengupdate tah ku ne. Oh well got one busy weekend. On Friday, I went to Miri to do a lil shopping and unsuprisingly, there were quite a number of Bruneians.. mcm nada usul Miri plg.. hehehe so when I got back to KB in the afternoon sambung gi shopping. I bought Nokia 5220 Xpress Music for my lil sis warna itam merah.. raget lah hp tu and obviously its specifically invented for songs freaks.. kekeke

On Saturday apa ada ah? oh yeah we have a little makan2 at school. the morning supposed to be ada assembly tpi kami escape har har har memanat ja dlm klas.. and later in the evening i went over to my cousin's place sal the next day ya kawin *boring*

yes yes alum ku dapat aher bgn awal saja bgn wa tpi tdo aherrrrrr and 1st dec lagi ada skulah kira lasttt day mmm bosannn ahhh plan kan bgn aher jln aher balik awal!!! so tadi kami antar the pengantin ke Mentiri kai bus.. the pengantin nda plg.. kekkek yth throughout the journey karoke dangdut jua kana mainkannn waaaaaa stresss har har ahrrr tpi udahnya balik kana pasang ceta indon antu Indon Horror tpi ukan yg selahau atu wawawaw ani sal wewe gombel ka?? hahaha yg anu lau kanak2 sorang2 kana tapuk antu kira antu kalindahau vrsion indon kekekkeke gaagagaga bah

i wanna have a gooood rest..

and I miss you "J" =)

-you know you loved me-

XOXO

*A7X Enthusiast*

Bat Country

2008-11-27T07:33:00.000+08:00

He who makes a beast out of himself
Gets rid of the pain of being a man

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.

I tri-ie-ied to drive all through the night,
The heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights.
No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

As I-I-I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights.
My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite.
Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right.
Mental fiction follows me; show me what it's like to be set free.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

I'm sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
These eyes won't see the same, after I flip today.

Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die,
We look up towards the sky for answers to our lives.
We may get some solutions but most just pass us by,
Don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right.
I'll make a beast out of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

I've known it from the start
All these good ideas will tear your brain apart.
Scared but you, you follow me
I'm too weird to live but much too rare to die.

It's PAYDAY!!

2008-11-26T18:36:00.002+08:00

its wednesday and its payday as usual the shops are packed with people yg desperate kan bali brg kekeke including me (mau2 jua). well we requested Prof Trewlany to extend the day for submission for the proposal to the next day. nda plg membari but at least we could still modify and add on more info to the proposallll hahaahhaa *stress*

I went to HuaHo qlap and i just realised they sell cool awesome spandex (short socks for female) raget2 designnya. So I bought couple of them to add into my archival kekeee mcm bnr..Oh yes and I saw this beautiful pair of shoes they angel white and sweet ribbon on it as always my bags, shoes etc mesti ada ribbon sal ntah ah lawa bah di mata me hahaha (me tia lagi)...

1 assignment down, 4 more to go. Before I proceed to brain-blendingkan DVD marathon eh duluu hahhah bak kata urg tuha besenang2 dulu besusah kemudian wawawawa tebalik panya.. hahhaa bah i have to go I wanna relaxxxx clear my mind offfff..

XOXO

-you know you loved me-

*A7X Enthusiast*

Cough cough go away~~~

2008-11-25T14:30:00.004+08:00

Morning babes and dudes..

ahaha i ani ambil kesempatan dlm kesempitan... cbuk2 buat assignment kn diantar esok cbuk2 jua kn blogging.. kekeke i'm having a very bad cough sampai ke pancreas wa mentalnya (eh?pancreas fukek bnr.. hahaha courtesy of my dude Tet). oh well.. what a day.. earlier this morning ujan.. then hot hot sunny day and upon afternoon ujan balik sampai ani (2.33pm).

I can feel my day was incomplete sal tadi pagi I didn't get the chance to see Abg R aher kali ya dtg and the same in the afternoon. I think he arrived aher tadi pagi but awal time afternoon (nada jodoh *isk*isk*). I feel so kinky today hahahah apakah aaaa??I'm hungry I feel hungry all the time today napakah ya hormon injection kali.

Tadi I went on ngusut rah S.hadi sama c krol kn minta gossip girl baru haha mcm biasa... pendrive dimintanya bakal jua Brunei ani alum tedpt pendrive capacity hundreds of GB mun nda abis tu satu Borneo kana conquer (hahaha awut jua eh). Bored bored bored!! Can't wait for the holidays to come I'm looking forwardddddddd oh yeah and I need serious shoping!! =)

I'll update more later!! Gotta go!

%$##@ Monday

2008-11-24T13:30:00.003+08:00

Morning...

What a day. As always Monday bluessss.. I was driving damn faster than any other ordinary days. sal sasakn urg blakang aaahhhh nda mau2 nda mau alah ani wa. Too egois jua eh. I couldn't describe the features of the driver but I think it was a she and a short she indeed sal kpalanya langui2 time driving wawawa no offenceeee try to learn and accept the fact yeah?? *peace*!!

A very gloomy and sorrow to start with as I told you was having pretty hard week =( I'll wait and see what the fate holds for me. Awal pagi lagi cegu "Kalindahau" ani eishhh nasib2.. I was like swearing and talking nonsense throughout her period and to be continued lagi this afternoon *sigh*. Haha fortunately I have my secret weapon with me... jeng jeng jeng "The Earpiece" hahaha so I don't stand a chance to listen and witness her magnificent and outstanding mumblings... wawawawa

I requested my friend to download a song by Jay Chou but uncertain the title of the track tpi from Initial D punya OST la.. hahaha teringat ko tet? ko tanya c geisha aaaahhh ahhaha "U Have J Chou song??????" wawawawa peace yo!! kali nya lain2 wa lagu yg kuarr hopefully ada lah soon kekekekeke mm apa gi aah?? oh yes we'll be having a marvelous vacation this december cos we a total of 4 assignments to be submitted whereby 3 of them dated 10/01/09 while the other one will be on 22/01/09... cool aint it???

kekekekekke as requested by my best dude ada incident happened di SoonLee Pandan 7 ah masa Sat, 22/11/08 around 7.30-8.00 pm. not sure jua.. hahahah heboh kecoh chaos kali ah satu soonlee (sdg...) ada urg pengsan wa suma tah cbukk... kali aku ckp la "Im a doctor" no one botheredd bah udah lah let him die instead.. hahahah sekali dude ku anicam setaie " GIVE WAY PLEASE".. wawawa ya pakai tone suara time suprise di umah natul ari tuu bari ijap nyantaaaa haahhaha sekali ada tia urg ani sampat gi tu buat lawak.. katanya " urg atu tekajut liat harga wa tu yth ya pengsan..." wawwawawa

hahahaha bah kan sambung buat kaja ku!!

-you know you loved me-

XOXO

*A7X Enthusiast*

Pernikahan Day

2008-11-23T19:20:00.003+08:00

esehh nseeemmm ehh kekeke alhamdulilah it went very well yesterday... yeah for them.. and for me I've been going through a very hard and tough time.. I don't know if I can pull it off this time.Its true what people say U can fool others but U definitely fool yourself at least not for a long time. Thank God I can fake my sorrows =)

See you!

Officially tying a knot

2008-11-23T10:36:00.001+08:00

Good morning peeps.. Today is Sunday 23/11/08 a peerless morning for any other bride and their spouses to get married. Well,my cousin is going to end his single life tho today nikah while the sanding will be held nx sunday.Its quite exhilarating even for me to actualy witness the real life of marriage (aiseh serious jua). Kekeke haha most of relatives are wearing green while I'm the lead pkai kaler furious red. Wawawa biar cha wa aku lead .. Napakan? Hahaha I feel very nervous abt today. Wawawa apakn?Mcm th aku yg kn nikah krg. Its quite peculiar u know to see the ones yg dri damit growing up and actualy moved on with their life yet Im happy to see each n one of us has actualy put themselves in their own commitment in serving their world.Kekeke bh thats all for now I should probably jdi protocol nw to embrace the guests.Kekeke to be continued later.See youuuu =)

Ugly

2008-11-21T11:40:00.001+08:00

You were so ugly at birth, your parents named you Shit Happens.

You're so ugly, you have to put a bag on your head to get your dog to hump your leg!

You're so ugly, when you walk into the bank they turn off the cameras.

You're so ugly, you went to a haunted house and came out with an application.

You're so ugly, when you were born they put tinted windows on your incubator.

You're so ugly, you have to sneak up on your mirror.

You're so ugly, your doctor is a vet.

You're so ugly, when you were born the doctor took one look at you and slapped your parents.

You're so ugly, you stuck your head out of the car window and got arrested for mooning.

You're so ugly, your pet name is Scooby-Doo.

You're so ugly, you have to Trick or Treat by phone.

You're so ugly, when your mother went into labor your father went into shock.

You're so ugly, when we play peek-a-boo - first I peeked, then I booed.

You're so ugly, you can sink your face in dough and make monster cookies.

You're so ugly, they call you Taco Bell, when people see you they run for the border.

You're so ugly, you make onions cry.

You're so ugly, the tide wouldn't bring you in.

You're so ugly, you make blind kids cry.

You're so ugly, farmers use your picture as a scarecrow.

You're so ugly, every time you go out you get chased by the dog catcher.

You're so ugly, when you threw a boomerang it didn't come back.

eh?

2008-11-21T11:29:00.004+08:00

If it takes ten men 3 hours to dig one hole, how many men does it take to dig half a hole in the same amount of time?

You can't dig half a hole! It would just be a different sized hole

Hot Sunny Day

2008-11-20T13:01:00.003+08:00

Goooodd Morningggg =)

Hahaha i woke up at 7.30 am this morning sal kami ada sportday andang plan jua kan dtg aher. dtg kajap ja then balik buat "research" wah wah wah.. kekekke before i was off to the stadium i stopped by at Jln Durian our favourite food stall and I bought the famous Nasi Pusu wrapped with daun pisang originallll hahahha... so around 8++ i arrived safely di stadium and i have to park a lil further from the entrance and fyi entrancenya ukan di atas yg tmpt urg liat bula ahhh ani dibawahhh ahhh sal ambil attendance tpi ku liat nda punnnn piiiraaahhhh hahahhaha... I wore Liverpool jersey tadiii hahahha mmmmmm peace tet!!!

so nda batah atu after tunjukkan mua arah GC I went home and missing KB so much mcm setau nda balikkk.. Gonna miss you Mr Boy Next Door hahaha nda apa nx week will be my last stay over of the year (eh?).. kekekke sorry if I did terify you and sorry I gave U a fright tadi... Are we cool?? =)

Bah tet! Simpurrrrrrrrr!!!!!

keh... ciao!!

-you know you loved me-

XOXO

*A7X Enthusiast*

Laughter for the day

2008-11-19T13:47:00.002+08:00

Always Getting Over You

2008-11-19T09:58:00.000+08:00

Was I not enough stimulation
Hit by a brake the other day
Just when I thought that I'm okay
You didn't like my conversation
I can't come up with something new
It doesn't really matter what I do
So here's my observation
You could never see it through my eyes
And I'm too tired to try

So don't call and say your coming back for me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
And don't lie and say your over me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you

Was it too much aggrevation
Your telling me the way that I won't see
And then I change my mind you disagree
I used to be our inspiration
You chase your mind you disappear
And I know it's never over

So don't call and say your coming back for me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
And don't lie and say your over me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you

Was I not enough stimulation
Hit by a brake the other day
Just when I thought that I'm okay
You didn't like my conversation
And I can't come up with something new
It doesn't really matter what I do

So don't call and say your coming back for me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
And don't lie and say your over me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you

So don't call and say your coming back for me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
And don't lie and say your over me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you

So don't call and say your coming back for me
I'm always getting over you

Dear Roses

2008-11-17T17:25:00.004+08:00

It's been a year now but the roses still blossom like the first time you gave it to me

I still feel the happiness engulfed one's mind and soul

I still keep the roses you gave me

The roses may not last forever but my love will
...I Miss You...

I MISS YOU

2008-11-17T13:00:00.001+08:00

I miss your touch

I miss your kisses

I'm all alone here and I MISS YOU!! =(

Sorry ...

2008-11-17T09:27:00.000+08:00

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.

Aggravated Monday

2008-11-17T07:48:00.000+08:00

Gooooodd Morninnnngggg =)

Yes yes it was a long way I departed around 6 am from KB and approxiamtely 15 min to 7 I arrived safely at Bandar... Alhamdulilah.. Kekeke well it was a typical monday morning I enjoyed the scene anyway. Today, I saw 3 white WRZ Subaru on the road (ant beleve I was actually coutning them). Oh yeah and the norm commuter I always encounter Mr BY1812 from Bandar to KB. kekee good to see you tadi though we don't know each other.. slight acquantaince aja. kekeke hurhhhhh
Monday lagi ne full day ne class today. Ada klas lagi sama Miss so-called "prof Trelawny'.. u know yg harry potter cegunya yg rambut menggerabang yg spek tabal ah ya ajar fortune teller ahhh camatu tah usulnya tuu eeeee stresss tuu... My brain will bleed to death hahahaha apakah ahhh???

Oh yeah.. I miss you again.. You know who you are.. =) "J"

-you know you loved me-

XOXO

*A7X Enthusiast*

Beautiful Sunday

2008-11-16T14:27:00.000+08:00

Morning...

I woke up late this morning ... Yet I managed to set up meal kekeke ... I prepared my home-made recipe Spaghetti (yummy)... haha tair liur ko tet?? well my other housemates (eh?) hahaha drg ke miri and by noon smpai dah at home so they brought back KFC bucket dlmnya ada 6 pieces of chicken, potato wedges sama yg chicken stick ah yg dlm iklan lau kamu mkn tarus tia kamu menari shufle tia yg nenenya liquid dance ah wawawawa... tapi ku mkn tadi nda pun ku menarii.. nari yg tandoori twisties ja awawawawa tawa ko tet?? hahahhaa oh well.. yeah tadi i went off to SoonLee bali brg tuk spagetti then then ada this guy hahaa laupun Liverpool manand semalam (eh jan jua Man U mng bsar kali ah semalam wawawaw) ya pakai baju liverpool jersey hahaha bakal ja baju liv ku besasah mun nda ku pakai jua tuu hahahhaa nseemm mamat ne hahaha pastu kan hhahaa napa tia aku tawa saja ni sawan kali ahhaha palis2.. mcm sebalah tu ada jua cashier yg kusung mau jua bebaris tmpt cahsier ku atu hahahhaha nsem plggggg hahahhah lau ada jodoh jumpa lagi yeee bangggggggggggg gagaggagaa!!!

As usual, i'll be out krg ptg like any other days when im in KB,joging =)
bah thats all for now.. see you later!!

-you know you loved me-

XOXO

*A7X Enthusiast*

Dear God

2008-11-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

To you know who... I'm missing you so badly here... I wish I could turn back the time so we could be together.. We belong together but why...??? =(

850 - 903

2008-11-15T09:01:00.000+08:00

Wawawawa..Adui have to wake up early ds mornin.Helo peeps..I hv appointment at da hosptal.Nda plg rmai urg i was da forth prson anyway.Somehow part yg pling spoil n slow apanah..Ambil ubt.Caya on da screen it was stil 850 n my selectd no was 903..Thats like 53 miles away tho 53 is my no..I like..Haha sasak ko bca tet?Mosi jua ehh mintalll ke paru2!! Wawawawa boreng ku wa sorng2 d sptal ah.Mcm ada maried couple ane cina plg tp bininya mcm moody sanak jua ku ah.Cian wa lakinya kn entertain ya apa ya buat lawak tp nda kna lyn.Wahwahwah falatobebeh bnr!And yes im hungry ooo and im craving 4 butter nestume chix..Sasapun!! Bh tet what are our plans 4 today? Lpak d plaza? Wawawawawawa
-you know you loved me-

X0X0

*A7X Enthusiast*

A night in Seria

2008-11-14T23:07:00.001+08:00

wawawawa... hahaha.. to whom it may concern.. panat kali ah aher2 lepak diseria.. bakal ja ada uni arcade sana tu..
me n my best buddy.. (my best babe cudnt make it cos she ahs exams coming) we went to ideal to have our fabulous dinner with 2 groups of the G clan and 2 cute irritating cats though they were quite repulsive.. wawawawa... so we didnt know where else to go so we spent the rest of our dimes at the Uni Arcade melalak meraung perasan jado mariah carey hahaha yg calinya apa nah.. lagu opening act kami wa yg unfamous, unexpected, unforeseen song nda penah kami imagine kan nyanyi.. hahaa a song by Billy Ray Cyrus entitled Achey Breaky Heart kali.. wawawa download lah lau kanmau tau.. kami antam aja redah jerrrrrrrrr kwangkwangkwang... fukek bnr!! hahaha

but yeahh we had alot of fun sal lama nda jumpa but i'm glad tho jarang jumpa kami masih rapat and damn close mcm dulu.. Alhamdulilah... kekekeeke bahh seee you sooon!!

I'll update you guys if anything hillarious, remarkable happens yeah??

-you know you loved me-
XOXO

hahaha
*A7X Enthusiast*

My love for A7X...

2008-11-14T11:15:00.000+08:00

Haha hello.. that sucks anyway.

well this is my very first time. i dun do blogs really despite i like reading one of those. i prefer to read then to be read =)
Im clueless and have got nothing to discuss as my exact topic. haha what am i saying? ambiguous huh?? ahh that's me a girl with vague personality but fun to be with. hopefully.. i wanna share my enthusiasm for A7X cos they are amazingly awesome!! i like M Shadows for his brilliant freakishly amazing voice... especially when he screams... hes hot!! kekeke owh yeah and sysnester gates as well.. i like when he bangs his guitar.. owh i'd wish you could bang me just you bang your guitar :p
so, dear other bloggers pls don;t hesitate to befriend with me =) see you around.. till we meet again..

haha
-you know you loved me-
XOXO